Tuesday, January 26, 2010

A Foundation dedicated to research

I had an interesting and coincidental encounter with a colleague yesterday- she unfortunately lost her husband so pancreatic cancer. I was really nice to speak with someone who understands the pain and suffering of this disease. Outsiders-friends distant family or family you married into, don't fully understand your pain because they have not dealt with it firsthand. I know this might sound crazy, but it was comforting knowing someone outside my family who has definitely shared and understood my pain and where I am coming from.

She was so kind to share this information with me:
http://www.lustgarten.org/Page.aspx?pid=587
It is a site dedicated to pancreatic cancer research! :) It is (was a big relief when I found out) that this exists! I want to participate in a walk this summer. I believe they are in July. I'm looking forward to keeping this cause and organization near and dear to my heart. Once, I have graduated and been able to take care of bills and my necessary (adult) things I want to donate money, annually to help fund research. Every amount helps. This cancer has no cure, is not government funded and only with the help of doctors researching and people like me and you can we help find a cure to this cancer. It is not like every other, "popular" cancer that has an abundance of research and cures. We are still looking.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Coping with Cancer

When you hear the treacherous word, "cancer" you of course assume the worst, immediately, in your head, but then you try and rationalize with yourself and think you can make it through this you can survive and quotes come to mind, "don't just survive, thrive," well it just isn't the case for all cancers.

I do not have pancreatic cancer, I do believe that this, "silent killer," will be the death of me someday though, but that's another topic. My grandmother was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer at the end of October, 2009. I had never heard of it before- you just don't hear of pancreatic cancer in the news.

It all started rather suddenly and went all downhill from there. We brought her to the hospital for symptoms of not being able to hold her bladder, hard time swallowing food or eating, weight loss (something that was minor to us but a big indicator of this type of cancer to be found out later) and onset diabetes- which I know is a cause of her pancreas not working properly (I cannot stand when we are in the hospital and they want to watch what she eats; she is dying and she has been told by the best surgeon for this cancer that she can have whatever she'd like so I really wish nurses would stop saying, "We've got to watch your sugar." They don't know the full story nor will they ever fully understand it until they are personally affected by it.)

This cancer is serious. Everyone should be aware and informed of it. I know there are little to no indicators of the cancer before it is too late, but being educated helps. If you have a family history you should get screened. I found this website that I think is helpful for more pancreatic cancer information.

http://apps.pathology.jhu.edu/blogs/pancreas/?p=23